a sprinkle of faith

1:14 AM.

i should be lying on my bed now, getting ready to sleep. since i have work tomorrow.

instead, i'm sitting in front of Max (aka my laptop if you haven't already know) and typing away. i'm waiting for my hair to dry anyway.

okay fine, i just have this strong urge to blog.

i've been wanting to blog like.. since this morning.

(sidetrack: my typing speed has become uber fast. work did this to me.)

i like to read my daily horoscope feeds on my phone at the start of the day, or sometimes, the moment it hits 12 midnight. the positive ones will keep me on a good mood throughout the day and as for the not so positive ones? i won't be bothered by them at all. oh, and also, i'll be able to interpret the err.. should i say prediction? and start observing and gathering the signs around me. and no it isn't what you're thinking. not the superstitious way but rather by following my instincts and going with the flow.

i trust my instincts, a lot. so if my instinct says that it's a sign, it has to be it. if it isn't, it won't even alert me to tell me it isn't. so a sign has to be a sign.

you probably don't think i'm making sense here. not that i have to make my point across to you. after all, only my dear blog needs to understand. right bloggie? (:

so as i was saying, today's yesterday's horoscope feeds were really accurate!

Daily Horoscope: Are you thinking about giving up on an effort that has consumed a fair amount of your time and energy? If so, that's fine. Unless, that is, you haven't also given up on wanting it. If you still want it, then no Moonchild - do not give up. Here's a little pep rally just for you: You are tenacious, you are smart, you are determined, and you are talented. Maybe you're a little tired - so go ahead and take a break. But don't give up for as long as you want what you want. Keep going, and you will have it.

Horoscope Plus: Set your mind to it, and there's nothing you can't do. Or learn. Or learn to do.

and so, now i'm really itching to do craft. well, not at this moment of course. if i do it now, i won't be able to get any wink of sleep before work because once i start making something the process usually takes hours.

so maybe tomorrow? (:

i know the decision has been made. action has been done. so the outcome for 'that' can only be left to fate. while 'this' will have to wait. of course it has to wait, realistically speaking 'this' cannot be happening until a few years later.

but hey, that doesn't mean i can't start working towards 'this' right? (:

step by step by step..

i may not have a lot of something, but i know for sure i have a little of everything, and if i can combine all these 'little of everything' together, stir them, mix them, shake them, then wouldn't it become quite a something as well?

with a little bit of faith, it might become a really something, a uber special something.

just a sprinkle of faith would do.

so dear moon, please give me some strength to gather that faith. (:

PS: a cancerian is also known as 'moonchild' because the moon is the astrological ruler of the horoscope cancer.

PSPS: really wanna change my blogskin but it's enough a bugger having to work with html codes at work. =/

PSPSPSPS: final reminder to self - you have not really given up on wanting what you want. (1:58 AM)

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