you should be feeling happy that your owner is well and alive to visit you.

the past two days felt like hell seriously.

was down with a high fever, guess it was due to the HIHS guides camp (i don't think i've mentioned this) but i don't think it's solely cos of that (though that's the main reason my mum's been blaming on it for endlessly every single day from monday to thursday and probably tmr since i've fallen sick). and it was really quite bad. my temperature shot up to 39.4 and the lowest it dropped to was 37.9, and suddenly i'm alright today.

like a weird.

am currently on western medication now and i hate it. esp antibiotics. the taste it gives off is even worse than that of TCM medicine. but i visited western clinic out of desperation cos i was too feverish to travel all the way to aljunied just to see my doctor.

anyway.

am finally not bed-ridden today and can do things as i like. aka using my laptop. there's so much catching up to do! erm. i'm talking about nodame. :P

i need to finish the series quickly so that i can rest my mind about it and get on to revision for my december tests which is the real catching up i have to do. and omg i can't imagine how bad missing two days of school is going to cost me.

no, i wasn't being sarcastic.

i TRIED not to look at my attendance. totally failed. 85+% for this month. this will be the first and the last time i see a number below 90! hopefully after i submit my MC my attendance will be back to normal. =/

and, im praying hard that my poa tutor wont come after me, since i think i've missed his tutorials for two weeks in a row already.

i feel like i'm falling behind. even in modules like poa. the lecturer is going so fast that i can't finish copying down the notes and borrowing notes from the others repeatedly is a bit... paiseh you know? i'm still doing fine with ibm though i really need to start making the tables like i've wanted to since i've finally gotten mullins' book on my hands. i'm starting to have a keen interest in math, don't ask me why. and i feel like for the very first time, i could understand integration omg. okay though i know we would become better friends if i seriously sit down to try and memorise the formulae. it's statistics that i have to try and face up to seriously. yea yea i know that i love stats like mad in jc but that's when something called gc still exists. in uni, gc is not allowed. you have to find the values from this ridiculous table which i don't even know how to use up till now. and then there's econs which i could still catch at some points, and couldn't at some but im trying to gain my control there..

i don't think i'll be able to maintain my grades for the upcoming tests but i'll at least try to get decent results. the lesson is still etched deep in my mind so i've promised myself to use the december holidays to do some real mugging.

oh and back to my health. i can't believe i've digressed so much. i think i should start to engage in a much healthier lifestyle. like a healthier diet, exercises.. i've been falling sick so much for the past two months, they can't be just mere coincidences. so yup, i've got to do something about my lifestyle too.

why does it seem like i've completed my list of resolutions for the new year already?