i don't know if it's due to steve job's commencement address to stanford university a few years ago which i heard yesterday (yes im a bit slow i know), or if it's cos i've just read my SGC after finally collecting it from tpjc today, or if it's due to a combination of both or none at all.

but i feel a need to do something, to change something.

i should begin with my study room once i recover! like seriously!

i only tidied the whole place like last month?!?!

and now the whole place is messy again!! rahh!!

mum was nagging at me just now and for once i don't disagree with her nagging cos frankly speaking i can't stand the state that my room is in either.

hwjgasjdbasidnwiudbjsabfjbnasdjakdsjbfjadflidndnvjdncjndj!

anyway,

AIYAH SIAN this post wasn't meant to be like that. i had planned for this post to be a little bit more... erm... INTELLECTUAL!

or even a bit poetic!!

and yes i wanted to type a few sentences in chinese too!

so here goes!

*takes a deep breath*

我要编写我自己的人生！

我，是我自己的导演，编剧和演员。

当然，在我的戏里我是女主角。

我不想再演什么悲剧了。

我终于明白我必须追求自己的幸福！

幸福，是要靠自己的双手去争取的！

对，没有错！

所以我不能就这样放弃！

正所谓：皇天不负苦心人！

只要我有多一点耐心，付出多一点努力，

相信总有一天，我的机会一定会到来！

遇到困难，觉得气馁的时候，

我会记得要笑。

因为！

只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了！

*smiles*

okay now i'm satisfied enough to end this post. (:

p/s: 你们也要记得笑哦！(: