there's nothing to do online now. i've completed most of my daily routine already - check hotmail inbox, check fb, play pet society, play bejeweled blitz, check blogshops for updates. inkigayo is not on air yet so that means i can't watch sj's perf until evenings. i might watch Running Man after this to perk myself up a little.

i need to get well soon because this sickness is making me feel so lethargic. my voice is like a lil husky and half gone and i've started coughing and have a bit of a runny nose alr. haha but i ate subway cookies and cakes yesterday nevertheless anyway, only to be chided by sze ern and jo (i was out with the prefects yesterday at ECP but i'll blog about this when i receive yesterday's photos from sze ern). and this was my reply to them,

nah, i don't really want that to happen. i want my attendance to stay at the perfect 100%. and i take super long to recover whenever i fall sick. like i can take 1 week to fully recover from fever. and i can take 2 to 3 weeks to recover from coughing and flu.

aish this sucks.

plus i need to attend the first meetings of dancesport and FPA so the more reason for me to get better soon. wouldn't want to leave a weak impression on them.

i think this week has been a bit difficult, what with me falling sick and stuff and feeling a lil stressed cos of econs. and there was the part about making friends too.

i've come to realise that when it comes to making friends, you've got to take it easy. as in like, you can't stress yourself. because the more you do, the more you find yourself being unable to come up with something to say to join in the conversation. and then you'll start to think that maybe you, and it's just you, that just can't click with the others and then you start to shut yourself out and that'll be the end for you.

i think the most important thing is really to be yourself. and i sincerely feel that being nice helps. (: