i feel like i need some change, some order, whatever! i just feel like i need to be control all of a sudden!

this is probably what the guys will call 'PMS'.

so i'm gonna go tidy up my study room now.

it's a habit from the time when i work at Seimpi. whenever i got fed up with the piling cases and work, i'll just drop everything and tidy up the desk, clearing away all the papers and stationery (despite needing them again later) before i start doing anything again.

it makes me feel calmer and more in control.

i always forget to maintain the neatness of my study room. so when my study room is messy, it's really messy. it drives my mum a bit crazy at times. but once i get to tidying, everything has to be in their rightful places so tidying up usually takes hours. i will usually arrange and rearrange the books until i'm satisified, like maybe according to their height or genres whatever. i sometimes do this to my wardrobe too. maybe i have a bit of obssessive compulsive personality disorder? haha or maybe it's just selective perfectionism. (:

it's a lot of work and at the end i'm always drenched with perspiration but it makes me feel a lot better. (:

alright time for some spring autumn cleaning now! yosh! :D