morning person? what?

i cant believe im up at this time.

but seriously. i've become such a morning these days. i keep waking up at 8 plus despite sleeping late like 1 plus and have to end up forcing myself to go back to sleep as im afraid i'll not rest enough. like yesterday, even though i only slept at 4am in the morning, i woke up at like 8.50am. that has never happened before on school days! as in im always unable to wake up by myself if i dont get my full 6 hours of sleep! damn weird lah.

last night was the worst. im being too overly excited/ nervous/ anxious i dont know. but i went to bed at 12am. i tossed and turned like for dunno how long. finally managed to drift to sleep when suddenly my eyelids were half open i wonder why. so tossed and turned again. and my heart was beating so fast and heart! was almost certain that i'll never be able to sleep at this rate but unbelievably i did. at around 1am i think.

only to be annoyed by the fact that i woke up at 6.30am even though there was no alarm or what.

couldnt go back to sleep as i was afraid i wont be able to wake up on my intended time which is 8.30am. since im meeting liangying at 9.15am cos the interview is at 10.30am. but really wanted to sleep cos my eyes are still painful and i kept yawning and tearing but my brain was too awake and my heart started beating so quickly again! crazy much!

eventually gave up and pulled myself up at 7am. shall have an early bath and watch running man so that i can get a good laugh to perk myself up.

my eyebag's pretty bad zzz.

oh! i shall have chicken essence later since there's 2 bottles left from a levels. (:

p/s: think i might be falling sick soon cos i was feeling slightly feverish last night plus im feeling sore throat already. =/

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