traumarama~

it was nice reading through some of my old posts.

from the colourful, angsty, ignorant INNOCENT posts in twittish language with bad english and even bad words,
to the simple and MATURE posts in human language and better english and much much much lesser bad words.

from the seriously bhb, confident, crazy, imaginative, retarded, naive lil me,
to the more concious, more sensible, more reserved me.

seriously, what was with this bhb statement that i made 4 over years ago:

"p/s: i'm so cute!!! watashi kawaii desu!!!"

OMG! really couldnt believe i actually said that in my blog! and worse still, i said this sentence twice at the bottom of my two posts! ahh so embarrassing~

was telling liangying about this and she had really good laughs about this rahh!

but it was great reading thru these embarrassing moments for i've recalled many things that i have forgotten.. such as my NDP days with melissa and my other guide friends in sec two, guides' loola camp at bintan in sec two, hong kong trip in sec three, and of cos the retarded moments shared between me and liangying, not to forget other funny and silly little moments.

though funny and silly, they feel real, they represent me. of who i used to be.

and i don't know why but reading them made me feel all better. they made me feel...

i don't know how to explain this..

different? brand new?

ahh.. rejuvenated! (:

well.. at least i learnt that even though time flew past, some things will never change. (:

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