just a thank you will do (:

im finally back from hell.

im bloody sleep-deprived, aching and tired.

dealing with bitches and bastards can really tire you out.

FML. i shall sleep early tonight. still got gp lesson tmr. ><

i dont think i've ever cursed so much in my life. afternoon i kept swearing and cursing. so so much that i surprised myself.

and i was just so pissed, and upset, and as i was busy searching for stuff, i heard this, "Thank you for the camp!"

And i turned around to see 6 female juniors of mine standing at the door of the range.

When i recovered from shock, i was like "Awww so sweet!"

somehow i really didnt think i did a good job. i mean, my critical thinking could have been better and faster, i should have been sharper and more observant. my planning could have been more succinct. but one of them said, the camp was well-planned, they had fun, and it was even better than the orientation camp.

idk if they were just trying to make me feel better since when my mood changes it can be pretty obvious at times.

but the remarks were so innocent and that's the only thing that matters.

then i remembered that giving the juniors a memorable camp, hoping to make a difference in this batch, is one reason i was trying so hard to make this camp work, despite the various uncoorperative and sudden circumstance. not caring about what other things. because if i had just walk away, then i'll feel sad for my juniors.

and just a simple thank you like that cheered me up and made everything felt totally worth it. (:

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