who am i kidding?

he said a lot of things just now.
all of these things, i perfectly understand.
but they don't explain anything.
there's no conclusion.
i can only wait.
don't take the problem into my own hands?
if i hadn't, will anything be done today?
how not to take the problem into my own hands when the problem links directly to me?
all these tears and the headache.
i can only nod to whatever he said and wait and hope.
when the whole time i just wanted to tell him,
"i don't want to stay there anymore."

i guess there is a big difference in the way an adult and a CHILD thinks and sees things.

i hate how i feel so helpless right now.

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