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making up for what was lost.
date: Thursday, May 20, 2010
heyhey!!
i've decided i've abandoned my blog for wait too long. it's been almost a week since i last blog and how can i disappoint my readers with the lack of posts?? okay, there's only jovi and emily tagging on my tagboard nowadays so i guess you two are the only ones? and maybe some creepy readers who just read but would not leave me a sweet tag or two to light up my day? ): maybe i should just take off that tagboard. ): but thanks jovi and em, your tags made my days. (:
anyway, thought it's high time i should change the mood of my blog. it's tooooooo depressing. and since my mood has become so much better than it has been one week ago, i shall post a cheerful one today. (:
okay, so here's a few random updates about the experiences that i had just this month.
1. watched a musical - Animal Farm. was hilarious much.
2. i took the pregnancy test.
3. and just as how i had argued with that stupid doctor before i was forced to take the test, IT IS NEGATIVE. D:
4. i took a blood test as part of the damn P test and the last injection i took was in p6! freaked me out much seriously.
5. and the urine test as well.
6. and found out that my blood type is B+. how disappointing. ):
7. forgot that i was on bus 53 one morning and went all the way to the airport when i was supposed to be on my way to school! got late for nothing. ):
8. ran in 12 x 100m race. the last time i took part in an event during sports day is probably primary sch i think?
9. watched The Last Song. and couldnt cry in peace much to my annoyance. i'll never watch touching movies with liying and kenny ever again.
10. this is the first ever time since my first day of hell started in JC that im confident of passing a math test. im pretty sure i did well enough to at least attain a pass today. I REALLY HOPE SO. =/
okay my apologies, my humble life's boring like that but there's really nothing i can do about it when you are stuck in an education system as rigid as that of Singapore's.
chanced upon hillary duff's song, i am, a really old one. but kinda reminded me of myself. i'll post it up later.
but since, im on the topic of 'i am', i might as well have fun and do one again! hopefully there's no repetitions. (:
i've turned pescetarian (cool word huh?). KFC's portugese egg tarts and korean songs are my newest addictions. i really love the bohemian look. i cant do math for nuts. im so horrible at it that i cant even explain how horrible i am at it to begin with. numbers and me are like ... no link? i shall finally admit that i have no sense of money, not even dollars. losing 3 kilos is the greatest achievement i had this year. i bet my teachers get irritated everytime i re-tie my hair which can happen like 5 times just within the first period. movies and even books can make me cry. im that emotional. i cant whistle. i AM tone-deaf even though i try to defend myself when my friends say so. my pitch is nowhere near perfect. but i love to sing, A LOT, so prepare ear muffs or ear plugs if you must. i try to write lyrics but im not very good at it. i think im better at singing korean and jap songs. im very lazy. im so lazy that a simple task like uploading photographs seems like the toughest task in the world. im so fickle-minded that i often change my words and end up confusing people and when i try to rephrase i either forget what i want to say or confuse myself that i end up making no sense at all. i think im suffering from hyperinsomnia cos i can never get enough of sleep. i still get tired after a while even though i may have slept for like 10 over hours alr. i might as well have been borne as a pig. i have very poor determination, im sad to say. i still suck at saying NO. it's even harder than apologies sometimes. im this nice, i can be like really nice but you have to be nice to me first before i can be really nice to you because im very defensive and insecure. I MISS TUMBLR LIKE HOW A PUPPY WOULD MISS ITS OWNER! tumblr has opened up my mind and offered me so much perspectives and inspiration! i need inspiration! think i might start doing photo kinda blogging since i really miss the pics i get to see from the tumblr community. my handwriting means something. so does my typing style. i hate crowds. i dont like big gatherings because they make me feel small, like really small. which is ironic since im pretty big. and cos of the fact that im socially awkward as well, which i have come to believe recently. and if there's anything i detest more than qigong, it's standing broad jump. i cant jump for nuts. i dont like the dark. i love light drizzle or rain but i hate thunder and i hate lightning even more. i have this reflex of covering my ears whenever there's a flash of lightning. it's irritating. opening new books gives me a sense of excitement, buying them is a guilty pleasure. im never witty enough to think of smart comment in time. and im always too slow at catching up with gossips or getting a joke. my movements are very slow especially in early morning when i tend to stone a little too much. which explains why im so tardy. i tend to think just a little too much.
and this whole chunk basically explains the me now. and some of them may become a HERstory in a few days time so thought i should type them down before they do since HERstory is always rewritten. (:
okay that was one gargantuan chunk. (nope not bad english here, just like the word cos it sounds funny.)
as you can see, i tend to get carried away. and the fact that i managed to churn out this much goes to show how much im trying to put of studying for my organic chem test later. ):
kk, before i really go study, here's the last thing about me now.
I'm trying to find the courage to accept things that I cannot change,
and the strength to change the things that I can.~ someone (no idea who)
okay, i shall be good and go study now. (:
written by oniontheowl @
11:32 pm
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