bipolars

i heard her cry yesterday.
and i understood how it was like to let those thoughts run wild in the mind.
but im not in the position to 'act' like her because really i have no good reason to. for my pain is nothing compared to hers.
i felt the fierce determination he had yesterday.
it was so powerful, that desire, and i wish i can have that kind of courage as well.

just living is numbness, living well is gratitude.
but life should be more than that.
life should be more than going through the motions.

5 hours more..

now that i've witnessed the desires of the 2 brave souls, im confused?
what should i say?
what should i do?
who should i choose?

i dont want to shed a tear later. she was so strong when she did it. i want to be like her.
i want to have the same kind of courage that he had and just face up to it.

what do i want?

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