what are you doing?!

guilty.

guides matters have been boggling my mind, really tiring.

but i feel worse to think that i've been boggling the mind of someone with guides matters.

it really shouldnt have mattered to her anymore. she has better things to worry about. but here i am, being so selfish, bugging her with stupid questions, being so wilful and pestering.

why didnt i notice?

im feeling so miserable right now.

why? did i start to take all these responsibilities into my own hands because i want to feel miserable?

no, im sure it's something else.

i hate people who take things for granted,

but havent i been one such person myself?

feeling giddy and exhausted and not well but i dont feel like sleeping.

im worried about later on. so worried that im making my way to hai sing later before i head for school just to check up on them.

so i cant sleep now because if i sleep, i wont be able to wake up in time later to meet them.

and they need me. or even if they dont need, im worried about them still.

and not just guides, shooting, japan trip presentation..

im overestimating myself.

instead of being a help, at the end of the day, i might just end up causing more trouble of more people.

chua xiu zhen, you will never learn, will you?

what the hell are you trying to prove all this time?

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