the only person i can truly depend on, is myself.

i've decided.

im going to stay at my cousin's house again tmr until there's sanity (considerable amount) at home again.

i really hate her.

and more importantly, im terrified of her.

after A levels, i'll work like hell, earn some money. and move out, rent a place to stay, or stay at my aunty's house, i'll do whatever i can to get away from here.

stop telling me what to do and what not do.

remember this, you can only depend on yourself. there's no one for you to depend on.

get that into your head.

sometimes, i really think there wont be much difference made if im gone. no, probably zero difference at all.

this whole place is miserable, i'll be better off not feeling anything at all.

and the idea of it has become very tempting once again.

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