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who am i?
date: Monday, August 24, 2009
it may not have been ur fault to begin with but i still feel upset nevertheless.
sadly, u made me question the value of my presence and position once again and made me wonder what exactly is my purpose here?
why exactly am i doing all these?
will they know? can they feel it? will they be grateful for it?
i dont know. i just feel that it's the right thing to do. so i do what i do.
but i cant help thinking at times that..
it's so foolish of me to even wish so.
i dont have that high an expectation but if only things can be just a little better, just a little better i'd be contented.
i hate being the last to know.
i hate it even more when i wasnt supposed to be the last to know and yet i was.
i totally understand it too. it's NOT their fault. they didnt mean it, this i trust with all my heart.
but it just feels not right. i cant help feeling hurt, upset, offended and insulted.
i feel so
USELESS. someth i've never wanted to admit but so damn true that i cant deny it any longer.
i feel so out of the venn diagram like always when im supposed to be right in it.
i feel so ironic, sucking at it when i so totally look like i rock at it.
it's all just about the art of pretence anyway.
who am i to you? to all of you?
written by oniontheowl @
7:02 pm
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