sober

it's either my tidying speed is the slowest in the world, or there's just too many things for me to tidy up.

i didnt manage to finish sorting out the one big pile into five stacks until 7pm. and now they are all neat in their holders on my desk.

feel sooooo damn proud of myself pls.

but i realised i got a lot of missing stuff. =p

remind me not to mess up my stuff again so i dont have to go thru all that shit tidying mania again.

sorted out a stack of stuff like bio notes, english notes and social studies notes for jasminechung. hopefully she'll find them useful. her O Levels' like only less than three months away i think.

i really hope that she dont become someone like me. i really see a lot of similarities in the both of us. tardiness.. forgetfulness.. blurness.. okay, i admit i may be just A LITTLE blur sometimes.

u must be thinking like what? there's actually someone who is like chuaxiuzhen?

yah, she lor, my junior. oh well. not that i can help her a lot. cant even save myself.

went to sabrina senior's house just now to collect her old books and notes for chem, math and gp since she will have no use for them as she will be studying in SIM starting from tmr.

i was looking at chem just now, thinking if i should take a lot not, cos there was this particular thought in my mind,

"u may not even be studying chem h2 next year sia."

think you know what i mean.

8 more weeks away. im starting to paste goals and quotes and stuff on my walls and table. in an attempt to stop myself from procrastinating and get some work done.

the thoughts keep haunting me. but i cant seem to drive those fears into actions..


i hate how things are like now.
i need to know what you are thinking.
i need you to TALK TO ME.

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