erupted

went to facebook and read my horoscope for today. one of the lines said:

This is not a good day to engage in any form of legal action against someone, or for engaging in aggressive negotiations, or forcing arguments.

how very accurate.

i dont know why things became like that, how they became like that.

i just want nothing but peace.

but with them, drama is all i get.

cant things be just a lil normal? cant i ask for just a lil sanity?

oh so now the problem lies with me?

feel so f-ed up now. their words are really pissing me off and i've heard enough. feel so damn indignant and wronged and unfair.

they know that a problem exists, but they are doing completely nothing to solve it when they have the full authority to do so. and instead,

they decided to be critical of every single thing im doing or did.

mind my own business? and PRETEND NOTHING's WRONG? that EVERYTHING's PERFECTLY ALRIGHT?

im sick of pretending. i dont think i can keep up with the pretence any longer.

im trying my best to cope with everything alr. im trying my best to CHANGE. but with them, it's so hard. and anyway, what's the point?

I WAS LONG LABELED BY THEM ALR.

THEY'LL NEVER BELIEVE WHATEVER I SAY ANYWAY.

THEY HAVE NEVER REALLY TRY TO HEAR ME BEFORE ANYWAY?

THEY'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHATEVER IM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW.

and right now, there's nothing i want more in the world than to leave that place.

i've had enough of all the drama and i just want to live a sane and peaceful life.

it's that so hard?

so hurt. so disappointed. and i thought they were the ones i could trust.

i thought they were the ones i could trust to help me bcos there's nothing much i can do to solve the problem. i feel so helpless cos after all,

im just a teenager.

i hate having to paste on a smile when all i want to do is show the world a black face.

when all i want to do is just cry.

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