emo monday

currently outside lt1. under the fan so it's cooling and it's really quiet here. very conducive. so perhaps i shall study here after school tomorrow. decided to use the wireless here for a while just in case internet connection at home screws up again and i really feel like blogging. it's getting darker but i believe school has never been livelier.

hate 7.10am's bus 81 like seriously seriously. im nvr gonna take that bus again. so risky. late cos of it this morning and being late on a monday morning is such a week spoiler.

econs getting boring. while math lecture has never been more interesting, easy and fun. and no i wasnt being sarcastic. i meant it. partly cos i learn differentiation in secondary sch before le lah, but for once in jc,

i feel like i could really understand math.

i see hope. oh, in chem too. mr yang is saviour like seriously.

gonna be real busy this week. what with all the preparations for ndp, shooting farewell and humanities week. filled with some regrets but it's too late to say no now. i dont have the ability to turn back time, sadly.

feel pretty down. partly bcos i commited a lot of sins and disappointing things today. why is it that i can never keep my promises and fulfill my responsibilities. why is it that i can never fail to let people down. so sorry and so guilty. and i dont think i got the face to talk to him again. if only i had been more truthful..

but it's how i was taught. the art of pretence.

think i'll be toning again tonight. too much things to be done. too much to think about.

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