updates

i had no idea why i was feeling so pissed at blogger for the past few days.

the posting format is damn weird but apparently, it seems that i can still post up a post as liying has tried just now while i was killing time at her house. (long story, the gist is i left my keys at home and no one was at home so i couldnt go in)

anw. quite a lot of things to talk abt.

20 july, monday

turn out that i really didnt go school that day cos i was still having stomach pains in the morning and apparently the WHOLE class 09S11 knows that i had diarrheas on sunday night. thanks to dunno WHO arh. think it was bcos of the food bah, u know bbq, all the raw and cooked sometimes dio mixed tgt.

but still no regrets. it was worth it. :D

except that since mum wasnt working, i was forced to go TCM. which is not a bad thing since my body cant adapt too western medicine no matter what. so TCM cures me faster and more long term too in a sense.

sinseh checked my pulse and say i 'no strength', 'weak intestines' and 'need to tiao my body', all in chinese lah. the word 'tiao' make me sound like im a robot and he's some scientist like that.

but his skills are good lah. thing is, he told my mum, "after she finishes her medicine, she must come back again. she needs to 'bu' more".

good job.


21 july, tuesday

09S11 WON THE CURRENT AFFAIRS CHAMPIONSHIP! YAY!

(mr low calls it general knowledge quiz but that sounds so unimpressive)

anw, this is all thanks to our 3 oh-so-updated heroes. they are wei ming, sean and fernando!

of cos, not to forget the OH-SO-SUPPORTIVE CG REP aka ME, who made PLACARDS for them and CHEERED LIKE MAD LIKE SOME SIAO DING DONG and even RECORDED THE SCORE during the comp which mr low laughed at. tsk.

but still so happy that they won lah. totally worth the effort and i thot i was going to lose my voice.

09S11 FTW! :D


22 july, wednesday TODAY

sometimes a plain old boring day can be so much better than an eventful day.

today's too eventful.

first that was the reflection about cars and future during gp discussion with my group bcos no teacher was around (mr low on course). and i started thinking about life goals and drive and passion and dream to TOUR JAPAN FOR THREE MONTHS in future before i turn 25.

then the word 'translator' was inspired to me by sarah.

and all the thoughts..

and then sean shoot me a philosophical question, "Why must it be YOU (as in a general you, not me lah) who succeed? why you? why not others? what is it about you?"

and then he asked, "what's YOUR definition of success?"

stun dio.

has nvr really thought about it. promised to give him the answer tmr and this really got me thinking lah.

then it was the revelation. exco results for my shooting club was announced.

and im in.

holding the post of VICE-PRESIDENT (ADMIN).

wow. congrats to me right? sure my wish was granted.

but i dont feel happy. i didnt feel happy at all then when i heard it and i dont know why.

it just seems too unbelievable, too impossible.

so questionable.

so UNACCEPTABLE.

perceptions cannot be changed overnight you know?

and im freaking scared.

i've got A LOT that i need to prove.

and i dont think im capable of it.

the ingredients are sincerity, commitment, enthusiasm and passion. this i always believe.

but will it work this time round?

i feel so out of circle when im supposedly placed in the innermost circle.

so out of the venn diagram as usual.

the weiging scale is so unbalanced. and i fear one side of it may start to wobble and eventually topple.

if i lose one side, i'll lose the other side as well.

AND THAT'S THE LAST THING I WANT TO HAPPEN.

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