breaking.

pw meeting today at emily's condo's function room.
was dreadfully again and im really sorry.
but i've really got reasons this time round.
they were awfully forgiving and no one showed any signs of annoyance.
but im still guilty nevertherless and it seems like these days, that's all im ever feeling.

went to charity concert 'heARTbeat' for the school pocket fund project at HCI with my lovely clique minus sheena, szehwei, joelin. place was grand. but looked very unfriendly. concert was so-so though. what with sooooo many belly dances. 4! even the emcees sounded sian of them. hahaas. only a few dances were good. such as nanyang's modern dance society's apologize and funk faction (and there's this guy which is hot!). the others are like so bleh and unsynchronised which gives the impression that they think like since it's just a charity concert they dont have to be dance well or what. oh well.

camwhored thrughout from HCI or the way to the bus stop and prissy's friend fernando (not 09S11's, so qiao right) got sianed of us! hahaas! the girls wanted to eat supper de but dunno why nvr, then keep looking at bus directory, while me and maevy just camwhored. more camwhoring on mrt until now i have to upload like 40+ photos with a lot more others in liang's phone.

i really wish they know.
and im sorry for shouting at you. i really am.
but i had to, i've had enough of it.
u arent treating me the way u are supposed to.
so i dont see why i should.
it's like daggers to the heart.
but they will never know, will they?
because it isn't stopping.
it has never.
and it wont ever.
and many a times IT had pop up in my mind.
suffocation.
and everyone will think that im to blame
once again.
im the one who's in the wrong,
that's what they will say.
but this time, i really dont think so.
but nobody will understand anyway.

LOVE ALL BUT TRUST A FEW.

i really believe in this.
but even the ones that i trust will all my heart,
are they willing to give me the same amount of trust too?

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