reminiscing..

thanks to kenny, (long story), i was reading thru all my old posts just now.

and like what he and some others said, they are really very funny.

so carefree.. so random.. so funny..

and i really miss those days..

i miss a lot of things..

i miss a lot of people..

i've gained a lot of memories, friends on the way, lost some on the way too.

i've just lost once recently. a very dear one. one of the real closest one to me.

walked by her the other day. im not sure if she saw me or not, but i was pretty sure she did.

kept my face down, cos i didnt know how to face her.

she walked straight past me.

and the saddest thing?

i destroyed this friendship myself.

bcos of my unwillingness, bcos i was too selfish and narrow-minded to accept.

at this rate, im going to lost all the dear ppl around me.

and there's still an unresolved issue at hand now.

and i realised my hatred for math and chem came a long way. i hated those 2 subjects since like sec three?? and i still hate them now.

and the damn thing is,

im taking them as H2 subjects now.

u made a wise choice, xiuzhen.

and i noted the change of tone in my recent posts.

used to be all carefree and funny. and all my worries seemed to be only made up of 'unable-to-finish-homeworks' and 'failing-of-tests-agains' and 'math'.

but now, it's all the cheemr problems.

and the time when i ever come up to blog is when i have some troubles that i feel hard to say it out to anyone.

when i just feel like emoing..

and it seems like that's all i ever do these days..

GIVE ME BACK THOSE DAYS.
GIVE ME BACK THOSE JOYS AND LAUGHTERS.
GIVR ME BACK THOSE CAREFREE AND PEACEFUL TIMES.
GIVE ME ALL THOSE BACK.

if only it's possible.

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