even more bored.

im bored bored bored right now.

im back home, i have my com, a new phone to explore (not that there's much for me to explore abt)

and im still bored.

my parents are at work,

liangying is still in mj orientation, so i cant go her house and irritate her to death.

ting ting is still in tj orientaion, so i cant shop with her to find a pair of new shoes for the both of us for the new school year.

and all the other ppl in this world that i know seems to be busy as well. except me.

im so fed up that im not gonna care whether u like reading this or not im jsut gonna rant in my post right now.

the stupid civics group posting results is still not out. so inefficient.

i hope i get nice classmates.

after all, im goin to spend my two years in jc with them.

and clique, if anyone of u happen to read this, i want to let ur know that,

i really miss all of u.

it seems that i cant ever laugh and chat and play and gossip and do any stupid silly fun stuff with anyone else in this school.

it aint feel the same anymore.

i dont think i'll be so lucky again as to find a girls like ur again who are so understanding and supportive and tolerant to all my nonsense and who are willing to stand by me for so many years.

i guess i really need to be more independent eh? im too dependent on ur alr. so sorry and thanks for letting me depend on ur during our fun-filled days in hai sing.

sigh, want to cry le lah.

i dont think i can find someone so retarded like me and whom keep bitching with me yet tolerate all my shit like LIANGYING anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so naughty and irritating like PRISSY anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so cheeky and demanding like my grandma, MAEVE anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so opposite me whom i can bicker with yet gossip with for hours like ZHILIN anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so patient to teach me all the homeowrk and stuff that i dunno like SZE HWEI anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so slow and indecisive yet very compromising like JOELIN anymore.

i dont think i can find someone so bad and always purposely ignore me like SHEENA anymore.

cries laa.

):

i must really learn to be more independent le.

thou i dont expect to find a strong clique like this clique of mine in tpj, i still hope that at the very least, i can find one or two friends who are willing to share my joy and tears and nonsense like my clique do.

i miss everyth.

and i hate lectures.

im going to struggle at chemistry and mathematics lecture in jc i believe.

i just went to check the tpj portal again. the results are still not out! rahh!

later!

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