helpless :(

what the HELL am i doing?
i don't know..
i really don't know..
and i'm too TIRED to even think about it..

am i even trying?
or am i just waiting around..
hoping for a MIRACLE to happen?

but..
what can i do?
just what can i do to SALVAGE this situation?
if there's anything that i can do..
trust me..
i'll do it..

however..
there's NOTHING i can do..
and even if there is..
i think i can NEVER do it by myself..
even if i put it my 100% effort..
it's no use at all..

i'm really TIRED..
and i'm breaking down..
i want to CRY..
till there's no more tears left..
i want to SCREAM..
till my throat is hoarse..
then maybe i can FORGET all these troubles and UNHAPPINESS..

her words had SHAKEN me..
yes..
we are USELESS..
even i myself know that very CLEARLY..
but it's jus too bad..
and there's NO way we can change the fact..

so let's just FACE it..
face the fact that we are USELESS..
and HELPLESS to do anything about this FACT..

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